March 2011
31 posts
Cry
Kelly Clarkson
“Cry” by Kelly Clarkson
There’s a portion of my soul that needs to complain. I think it exists in all of us. A whiner.
Life is not as it must be in my mind, so I’m not happy. It’s really a waste of energy. But occasionally it’s necessary. There are things I will never really get over.
It’s wrong to say some experiences are worse than others. However, there’s a special kind of pain felt when you lose someone who still exists. Maybe we’re not losing them at all, but rather the flawed vision we kept of them in our mind’s eye. I guess I miss the person I thought you were. I miss all the traitors you took with you. I miss the acquaintances who unfriended me on facebook. I miss before both of us were so full of shit. I miss being able to be myself all the time. I’ve become a fortress that the good people still in my life don’t deserve.
We never recover from some injuries. But bitching makes me feel better.
I hope to be nothing other than authentic forever. Even if it pisses you off.
Brainless Tales
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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
A Million Years
Alex Ebert
“A Million Years” by Alexander
Your Love Is A Song
Switchfoot
“Your Love is a Song” by Switchfoot
I heard this in Sheetz, and it’s been stuck in my head ever since. Kinda love it.
